The last week has NOT been good at ALL for eating. It could be that Aunt Flow is in town and I've wanted to eat the wallpaper off the walls (thankfully I don't have any wallpaper in my house). I'm up THREE pounds, UGHHHHH. This is not good...not good at all. So today I'm back on plan! NO EXCUSES!
I already had a delicious egg mug, a version of the Hungry Girl All American Egg Mug which I posted a while back. It's very filling and protein rich! And then my mom is coming later this afternoon and we have a big walk planned! I'm also doing the housewife workout today. Activity is on the plan for today!! And then tonight I have already put in my calorie levels since I'm having some leftover pasta sauce and low carb pasta, salad, and a 4oz glass of wine. I already know that I can make excellent choices! Now I have to DO it!
So...you're probably wondering how my date with Brian went. Or maybe you aren't but I'm going to tell you anyway! It was nice...I'm struggling now with the fact that I don't feel this overwhelming sense of passion when I'm with him. He's nice. And he bought me THE MOST BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS I've ever seen.
|How amazing are these flowers?|
We had a nice dinner, cooked by me. I made my famous spaghetti sauce. It's kind of from a family recipe but I make it my own. And everyone loves it! Even my grandmother who wrote the original recipe! It simmers all day on the stove (or in a crock pot) and gets thick and delicious and perfect! Brian loved it! And then we decided to watch a movie and he chose Bridesmaids. Which I forgot how raunchy that movie is, oops! Afterwards we had some dessert and we kissed. I don't know wha I was expecting. It was nice...but I didn't feel any chemistry. It was just nice.
So now I have to figure out where this is going. I think a few more dates are in order just to see where we stand but I don't know! Any advice for me? I feel like I'm not experienced enough in these matters to make decisions...which is new to me! Because in my career and in my life, I MAKE decisions on a daily basis. Life and death decisions sometimes! So not knowing what to do is consuming my thoughts...
Hope everyone is having a great weekend. Back on track for me today!